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Men SUCK!! [24 Feb 2005|05:10pm] [ mood | pissed off ] [ music | Whitey Ford Sings the Blues ] Grrr. MEN SUCK! We should send all the really stupid ones to an island and blow them up... i mean... no, thats i meant. I was in such a great mood last night i didnt think anything could ruin it.... i was WRONG This guy sam, no not Hoe. I have liked him alot for about the last year or so and we have thought about dating and such. And we have always been 100% honest with eachother. Anyways last nite when i was waiting for Ash and Cullen, i sent him a TM saying hey hun Happy Vday love ya. He called me later in the movie. So i sent him a tm saying hey im in a movie i will call you back when its over. I get a tm back saying this is Sams girlfriend who the fuck are you. I ignored it bc over xmas break i tmed him asking if he was still awake bc i was crying and i needed some one to talk to before i caused 'bodyly harm' and i got a tm back saying im at my girlfriends. And the next day he told me that his friend was just fucking around and he doesnt really have a girlfriend. Well he called again not much longer so i turned my phone off. Well last nite at 11 i get call from a 919 area code which is his. And its his girlfriend. And she started screaming at me for talking to Sam and shit. THAT BOY IS SO LUCKY I WAS IN A GOOD MOOD. I was so temped to be a bitch and get him in as much shit as i could but i deciced to be nice and tell her i tell all of my friends love ya and i call everyone hun. and i told her that i wouldnt do it anymore bc it bothered her. and i appoloigized a million times over. And it doenst bother me that he has a girlfriend what bothers me is that he didnt bother to tell me. I talked to him the day before and asked him what was new and he said nothing we talked for a good hour and he didnt bother talking about her, And he even promised to me that if he were to get a girlfriend he would call me and tell me so that this shit wouldnt happen. But he didnt bother to do that. NOOO that would be nice. He worse thisn mike. I had told him about mike and he said it was wrong what he did and men like that should be shoot. Well hunnie get out the gun and pull the trigger you just did it. That ass. I am so mad at him. If i were to pull this on him he would have told the guy that i was a whore and a bunch of shit to get me in trouble i know he would. That ass i am so mad..... Men suck... said goodbye

Today [09 Dec 2004|10:40pm] Wow havent been here in a while. Sadly enough not much is new. Im still angry at Mrs. Payne bc she needs to get a fucking clue on what she is doing. My step just lost his job so now we are even more in the hole then what we should be. Oh and my mom just quiet her other job bc she couldnt take her dumbass boss anymore. Im mad at Kara again bc she is so..... Kara. Its quiet annoying. On the bright side however, I GOT MY FIRST JOB! i start on Sat. Which also means that i have to start paying rent and such. What Fun! So thats my exciting life. WHOO HOO THROW A PARTY!!!! said goodbye

[31 Sep 2004|06:23pm] [ mood | calm ] [ music | Greenday--- When i Come Around ] yesterday was pretty awesome i went to Karas birthday party. I went over there with a bunch of different people then we went to go see resdient evil 2. it was pretty good. I sat nexgt to Catilin Valire and Sara and they keept jumping though the whole movie. Micha, Sara, Eddie, Catlin, Valire, Kara, Alex, Pat, Kim and Kyle was everyone that went. After the moive we went back to Karas and then Kyle, Catlin, Kim, Eddie, Sara and Val all left. Then Alex and Pat and then Micah. then i went home after kara and i talked a bit. It was fun. said goodbye

[30 Sep 2004|02:50am] [ mood | Zoned ] [ music | ICP- How Many Times ] I juat got back from Rocky Horror Picture Show. It was alot of fun. This time i dressed up well... sort of. I wore hot pink fishnets, with shorts over them and my guitar shirt, which was so long that it covered the shorts so it looked like i was only wearing a shirt and fishnets. And Logan was there. So he is probably scared for life now. But it was fun. The worse thing about RHPS is the damn chairs, they make your ass go numb. After the show i was going to take Ashton home, and Mara and Jerd. But Bard stole her from me. and Morgan stole Jerd. It was so great at Bards house,he gave us the grand tour of everything. After that he got his makeup done and i was laying down on Bryns bed and we were both already dressed up,(Ash was wearing her French Maid outfit) and she sat on my hips and started rocking around. And Bard's jaw dropps and he starts making werid noises. It was funny. I'm so zoned right now, i am on 3 hours of sleep and its 3 in the morning. and i have to do homework, and i have to meet my grandma in the morning and i have to go to Karas. But thats okay. I'll make it some how. said goodbye

Well... [29 Sep 2004|12:15pm] [ mood | calm ] [ music | Lose Yourself ] Charlene is moving to Montana on Tuesday. I just got back from spending the nite with her. We had a lot of fun. We rented the butterfly effect and we went to Media Play so she could get ICP's newest cd, Hells Pit. Which btw is a freaking cd. And we got hit on twice at media play and once at Hollywood Video. It was fun the seconed guy that was flitrting with us looked like John Mayer. He was cute. lol. Tonite Ashton is coming over so i just spent the last 2 in half hours cleaning. But shes worth it. My house is so gross. Bleck. I hate it. And then we are going to go to Rocky Horror Picture Show. Charlene gave me hot pink fish nets for it, and a really skimmpy tight shirt that mind as well be a bra. But it'll be fun iprobably wont wear it, just bc Logan is going with us this time and i dont want to make him hurl, or anyone else in there either. But i will do my make up and stuff though. said goodbye

[28 Sep 2004|10:03pm] [ mood | calm ] [ music | ICP- The Great Milikeno ] i just got back form having dinner with my Grandma and her Merv. We went out to and Indain food place. It was pretty good. Merv manged to make me mad how ever. When we got in the car he keept giving me driving tips. and then he gave me a lecture on how im not girly enough. and that i need to be a female not a tom-boy. And then they got mad at me for what i thought was cute in a guy. They were talking about arrganed marriges and he said what would like and i said he needs at least one pericing or one tatoo. And then he asked well where and of what. I said it needs to be a tongue, ear, eyebrow pireceing, and the tatoo needs to be on his arm, leg, or back. And said if its on his leg or arm it should be Dragon and he asked hair color and i said red, balack, green or blue. And they went on about how insane i am. and that if i were to ever get a tatoo or a pirceing that they would disown me. Like thats a thret its more of a reason to do it. 2 said goodbye

[27 Sep 2004|05:09pm] [ mood | calm ] [ music | Dont Speak~ No Doubt ] BARD AND ASHTON ARE BACK TOGETHER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Yay I'm so happy. They are so adborable. I talked to Ashton last nite for quite a while making sure she was ok. Sh sent me this poem, and it was a really well writing poem but it was sad. And i wanted to make sure she would be alright. And now she is. Im so happy for her. I do feel bad for Steph though. John Knott (her ex boyfriend)died on Sunday morning. He got shot while driving and ran into a house. I ended up taking her home today bc she couldnt stop crying. I hope she is going to be okay. I got really mad today because anyone that went to CIVA 2 or more years ago knew him and were very upset about it. And some new kid i think it was Jeff, said why the fuck is everyone crying, geez you all need to get over it. And i got so pissed off. And then mrs Voss made me mad bc Steph went in the office to talk to Mrs page and she wasnt in and Mrs Voss asked her what she needed and Steph didnt hear her i guess so she walked back out and she said Gosh you donthave to be so rude, And steph had tears pouring out of her eyes. It was so sad. 1 said goodbye

[20 Jul 2004|08:13pm] [ mood | calm ] [ music | Deep Blue Something- Breakfast at Tiffany's ] Okay so i had to give a presnation today. That sucked i had to stand in front of about 35 people and talk about the Nerouphyscologcal examinations of excutive functions and formal operations for 15 mintues. I wanted to cry. And last nite, i did. Lol. but i did go up there, and talked for about 10.5 mintues was my time. and it was recored. Yay go me. oh and did i mention that half of that 10 min was me saying either, umm or ahhh. Yeha i suck. tommorow i have to give about 5 more prestations about the Nerouphyscologcail examinations of exuctive functions and formal operations. Blah. Im so sick of work. I'm glad this is almost over. I leave for this cruise in about 6 days! yes! im almost done. YAY! I miss Felicias B-day. Now i feel bad. I want to see her. said goodbye

[15 Jul 2004|11:16pm] [ mood | calm ] [ music | Efiel 65- Blue ] I feel so much better now. I got to talk to my Sammy! I miss him so much, as happy as i am to talk to him, i feel like crying i miss him so much, but thats probably of a combonation of stress with the tears. 1 said goodbye

[25 Jun 2004|12:25pm] I GET TO COME HOME TODAY!! YAY! 2 said goodbye

[31 May 2004|09:24pm] Guys Like That You're Fun You're the type of girl guys brag about knowing That's because you're cool, funny, and laid back You're smart enough to know how to be one of the guys But flirty enough to know how to make them all want you   You Are a Friendly Ex While the guys you've dated haven't been perfect, you've kept most as friends In fact, one or two of your exes may be your best friends - after all, they know you best And though your mature attitude is awesome, make sure nothing gets too weird Or else you could lose these friendships, simply because your exes' new women think you're *too* friendly   Quizzes are so far off. These prove it. 1 said goodbye

Yoink. Stolen from Felicia. Who stole from Heather [13 May 2004|06:01pm] 1. Who are you? 2. Are we friends? 3. When and how did we meet? 4. Do you have a crush on me? 5. Would you kiss me? 6. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. 7. Describe me in one word. 8. What was your first impression? 9. Do you still think that way about me now? 10. What reminds you of me? 11. If you could give me anything what would it be? 12. How well do you know me? 13. When's the last time you saw me? 14. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? 15. Are you going to put this on your LiveJournal and see what I say about you? 1 said goodbye

[12 May 2004|06:05pm] This is a list of what people(seniors) have taught me over the last year.  I know there is more, but this is all that i could think of at the moment   Crystal Have patience for people. It doesn’t matter if ur weird as long as ur a good person. Vampires are awesome. Its best to breathe, when pissed off. Be yourself. Focus on the good forget about the bad. Keep things close to your heart don’t let anything stop you from getting what u want Keep you options open   Felicia Be yourself, you go further. You don’t have to be happy all the time. If you won’t matter in the next 3 years let alone the next month then don’t worry about it. Its obviously not important. (I use this a lot now) Not every one is going to love you , and you wont love everyone. It’s best to admit ur mistakes, then live them. It’s okay to obsess over a guy ( I LOVE YOU FELICIA!) Spelling and grammar are important. Elevtors are fun You should have an opinion about everything When you do, u should voice it. Ariel is a stupid whore. Maroon 5 rocks! Its okay to let people know how you feel. don’t let anything stop you from getting what u want Fashion is a phase. Icon’s Rock   Jessica Make sure if you are going to have sex use a condom Being a perfectionist is okay Make the most of what you got. Try to find love You’ll have friends no matter where u go.   Josh (okay he’s not grad. But still) Even though you may not want to do the work now, its best to get it done and pass then fail have to do it again. Six years in High school sucks ass. Its okay to be weird. Take risks, it’s the only way to get what u want Its okay to be 19 and a virgin. People will always love you. Be yourself, it more fun. 4 said goodbye

Song, that reminds me of the people that are leaving me [10 May 2004|05:58pm]                         How Can I Help You Say Good Bye Through the back window of our '59 wagon I watched my best friend Jamie slipping further away I kept on waving till I couldn't see her And through my tears I asked again why we couldn't stay Mama whispered softly, time will ease your pain Life's about changing, nothing ever stays the same CHORUS: And she said, how can I help you to say goodbye It's okay to hurt, and it's okay to cry Come let me hold you, and I will try How can I help you to say goodbye I sat on our bed, he packed his suitcase I held a picture of our wedding day His hands were trembling, we both were crying He kissed me gently, and then he quickly walked away I called up Mama, she said, time will ease your pain Life's about changing, nothing ever stays the same REPEAT CHORUS Sitting with Mama, alone in her bedroom She opened her eyes, and then squeezed my hand She said, I have to go now, my time here is over And with her final words she tried to help me understand Mama whispered softly, time will ease your pain Life's about changing, nothing ever stays the same REPEAT CHORUS 2 said goodbye

Boys are Dumb [07 May 2004|10:23pm] Ahh i hate guys. There so stupid. But Felicia is making me feel better, *SIGH* What am i going to do with out her. Heres our converstion: xDancingTilDawnx [10:08 PM]: Yes. You are going to be a junior in high school. A long distance relationship seems... I don't know. Impractical. Moonlily3000 [10:09 PM]: lol he is supposed to be back soon xDancingTilDawnx [10:11 PM]: Well hey, telling him is the first step. And if he says that he likes you, then he probably does. Most people don't go around telling people they're attracted to them when they aren't. Moonlily3000 [10:11 PM]: here this is the email he sent me hmm well can't tell you much about how i feel and yea i've known you like me even when you say you don't oooooohh yea beastie boys have issues and all i saw their newist music video and wow it was so freakin cool and scary at the same time wow. WEll hope your feelin better today ttyl xDancingTilDawnx [10:12 PM]: Hmm xDancingTilDawnx [10:12 PM]: Guys are stupid. Moonlily3000 [10:13 PM]: yes Moonlily3000 [10:13 PM]: i kn o xDancingTilDawnx [10:13 PM]: I hate them all Moonlily3000 [10:13 PM]: lol me to xDancingTilDawnx [10:13 PM]: Lets put them on an island and blow it up] xDancingTilDawnx [10:13 PM]: Kapow! Moonlily3000 [10:13 PM]: lol okay everyone but luke and josh xDancingTilDawnx [10:13 PM]: And gay guys. All the gay guys can stay because they're great. I need the Queer Eye guys. Moonlily3000 [10:14 PM]: lol Moonlily3000 [10:14 PM]: not all of them i think Elijah is gay and we hate him xDancingTilDawnx [10:15 PM]: Okay, just the fun ones xDancingTilDawnx [10:15 PM]: lol xDancingTilDawnx [10:15 PM]: Elijah is the first one on the island Moonlily3000 [10:15 PM]: lol xDancingTilDawnx [10:16 PM]: Instead of voting them off of the island, we can vote them ON to the island xDancingTilDawnx [10:16 PM]: hahaha. It can be a new reality show Moonlily3000 [10:17 PM]: lmao Moonlily3000 [10:17 PM]: awesome Moonlily3000 [10:17 PM]: im for it xDancingTilDawnx [10:18 PM]: Luke can stay. I don't hate him, just the fact that he's a guy. lol. jk Moonlily3000 [10:18 PM]: lol agreed xDancingTilDawnx [10:20 PM]: And you said Josh. Sader? Moonlily3000 [10:20 PM]: Yeah hes a sweetie xDancingTilDawnx [10:20 PM]: I love him. He can stay. xDancingTilDawnx [10:21 PM]: Austin can stay. Luke needs some kind of male companionship. Moonlily3000 [10:21 PM]: lol yeah i forgot Austin:-[:'( xDancingTilDawnx [10:21 PM]: lol said goodbye

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